Monday, January 26, 2009
i actually have so much
realisation of myself
within the 2 weeks
in tekong camp.
i learn that im a person
who dnt like mild emotions
i want to be angry
and be very angry
happy and very happy.
i dnt like to be in the middle.
and i secretly like myself
for the uncomplying side of me
no matter how hard ns tries to wash
away all my identity
i refuse uniformity.
refuse to fit in.
refuse to use vulgarities.
im not a slightest changed.
at all.
maybe it just added a little ruggedness
into my look.
wouldnt let
things move in more than that.
and i continue to stand firm in
all that makes up me.
.
they say in ns you will get
to know ppl from all walks of life
no more elitism.
but we have this enhanced batch
where the whole company is almost
either my hwachong mates or rjs
shorter serving period than others
and having academic discussion.
.
i needed you more badly than i thought.
the sorrow wouldnt let me off
not even a moment.
thankyou for being my strong support.
making me feel so loved.
so i could drag myself
and go on.
.
me: mummy said she is getting us a car
as wedding gift
<3: really?!
me: guess what, i asked for a 7-seater :D
<3: baby! we dnt need a 7-seater!
.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
9:12 PM
Monday, December 08, 2008
see life's biggest contradiction;
and feel really helpless about it.
12:40 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
if you've seen
piggyback activities
on cityhall streets
or bugis area
that cant be anyone else.
1:57 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
you have the influence over my life
the way i deal with my worries
and settle with toubles
and perhaps the way i show that im unhappy
5:36 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
very long since i felt so down;
i guess i was relying too much
on this one thing
i would say it as many times
as you would ask it
that you're the one and only one
perhaps just like how i want
and need
to hear it
i just want to hear it
again
i never doubted for a slightest.
and this goes for every word
that you say.
11:35 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
somethings
can only come out from you
im not sure if its the words you choose
the tone you use
or the way you sound
maybe all
but everytime
it comes at the right time
to pick me up
11:45 PM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
i love the way you pop up from behind.
the way you make me save water
and the questions you ask at 3am.
you're just so filled with surprise
.
the eagerness.
everytime you turn your back.
2:55 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009
i actually have so much
realisation of myself
within the 2 weeks
in tekong camp.
i learn that im a person
who dnt like mild emotions
i want to be angry
and be very angry
happy and very happy.
i dnt like to be in the middle.
and i secretly like myself
for the uncomplying side of me
no matter how hard ns tries to wash
away all my identity
i refuse uniformity.
refuse to fit in.
refuse to use vulgarities.
im not a slightest changed.
at all.
maybe it just added a little ruggedness
into my look.
wouldnt let
things move in more than that.
and i continue to stand firm in
all that makes up me.
.
they say in ns you will get
to know ppl from all walks of life
no more elitism.
but we have this enhanced batch
where the whole company is almost
either my hwachong mates or rjs
shorter serving period than others
and having academic discussion.
.
i needed you more badly than i thought.
the sorrow wouldnt let me off
not even a moment.
thankyou for being my strong support.
making me feel so loved.
so i could drag myself
and go on.
.
me: mummy said she is getting us a car
as wedding gift
<3: really?!
me: guess what, i asked for a 7-seater :D
<3: baby! we dnt need a 7-seater!
.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
9:12 PM
Monday, December 08, 2008
see life's biggest contradiction;
and feel really helpless about it.
12:40 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
if you've seen
piggyback activities
on cityhall streets
or bugis area
that cant be anyone else.
1:57 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
you have the influence over my life
the way i deal with my worries
and settle with toubles
and perhaps the way i show that im unhappy
5:36 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
very long since i felt so down;
i guess i was relying too much
on this one thing
i would say it as many times
as you would ask it
that you're the one and only one
perhaps just like how i want
and need
to hear it
i just want to hear it
again
i never doubted for a slightest.
and this goes for every word
that you say.
11:35 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
somethings
can only come out from you
im not sure if its the words you choose
the tone you use
or the way you sound
maybe all
but everytime
it comes at the right time
to pick me up
11:45 PM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
i love the way you pop up from behind.
the way you make me save water
and the questions you ask at 3am.
you're just so filled with surprise
.
the eagerness.
everytime you turn your back.
2:55 AM
